How do you handle fear and self-doubt?

As i’ve said here before, i’ve had a colourful life and I’ve had some loses that have taken their toll on me for sure.

I wont lie, self doubt, amongst other things have and still continue to plague me from time to time. When i get tired or low i feel that pull into the darkness. The pit of disspare becons me in. It fills me with panic and fear over things that haven’t happened and things that have, yet are in the distant past and i can’t change. 

Fear however is different. I only fear myself. My own ability to pull myself from that darkness when i’m low as i describe above for instance. The fear that i’ll get myself in trouble just proving some random stupid point that annoys my OCD. I don’t fear others though. I’ve experienced most things; guns in the face, knifes drawn on me, gang member threats to mention but a few. F*ck em’! If i’m taken out or down, i’ll still be swinging when i’m on the floor damn it!

So how do i deal with these things? I talk things through with the Mrs and i hit the gym hard!! Never failed me yet.

I mentioned above that i’ve had a colourful life. Well, its not by coincidence that my first novel is called Dookie: A colourful life!

Dookie vs the Orangutan

Thats right guys, don’t forget that we do comics too!!!

Dookie and his buddy The Stone, go to the zoo to look at the animals; Perfect day out, right? What could go wrong? Includes an episode where our hero investigates the mysterious ‘egg shortage’. Plus more. Mayhem and nonsense.


Containing lots of swearing, guns, blood and fecal matter, you’ll have your fill of adult entertainment – comic style for sure.


This new comic is a true collectable. Printed as a paperback perfect bound. It is 8.5 x 11 inches in size. Big enough to fill yer eye balls with more awesome Dookie wonder!!


This is no ordinary little comic book, it’s a ‘celebration of Dookie’ comic book!

Trigger warning on this comic guys!!